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October 25th, 2008

01:00 am - I ain't to preachy but this hits home Yes on 2! You should know what it is Proposition 2 is an initiative that will appear on the November 2008 ballot in California. This measure would ban the cruel and inhumane confinement of veal calves, egg-laying hens, and breeding pigs in cages and crates so small they can't even turn around or extend their limbs. Check out our website at: www. YesOnProp2. org This means healthier meat even of you do eat animals or their products! No on 8! Gay Marrige ban(wake up it's 2008!) WHY SHOULD YOU VOTE NO ON PROP 8? - You believe the government should not make moral decisions for its citizens. - You understand that taking away anyone's rights puts your own rights at risk. - You are proud that California sets the course for this nation ... what happens here will follow in other states. - Let's get practical: same sex marriages will bring millions of dollars to Californias economy. - You know it's the right thing to do. and if you cant decide vote, anybody but McAlmost dead/ P(St)alin

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October 3rd, 2008

12:56 am - This is now After having this journal for such a long time, i feel guilty for go using it in years. If you decide to read entries I made long ago it willshow you just how I have changed. here is to a new start. It is time to make a change and make more connections. Please feel free to add me if you feel we have common interests. Current Mood: anxious

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January 28th, 2007

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May 17th, 2004

06:07 pm - freinds only

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May 5th, 2004

05:30 pm Today i was a bit bitchy. im sorry, i just didnt feel like being around alot of people. is that a crime? well i dont think so, at least im not like that all the time. this is my last public entry from now on all the others are gunna be freinds only. oh i found these terribly sad lyrics, its a song by the smiths called meat is murder. just think about it next time u bite into a hamburger. instead have a veggie burger!!! Heifer whines, could be human cries closer comes the screaming knife this beautiful creature must die this beautiful creature must die a death for no reason and death for reason is MURDER. and the flesh you so fancifully fry is not succulent, tasty or nice it's death for no reason and death for no reason is MURDER and the calf that you carve with a smile is MURDER and the turkey you festively slice is MURDER do you know how animals die? who hears when animals cry? Current Mood: apathetic

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April 17th, 2004

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April 15th, 2004

04:31 pm i really dislike it when people are labled. why does every one need to be, a punk, or a nerd, or a jock. like ya i do it sometimes just why cant people just be people???? theres nothing i can do about it, except not do it. oh i got a pink top with eyeballs and lips on it. sounds gross huh? well i likeit anways. haha. Current Mood: amused Current Music: london after midnight- hate

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March 29th, 2004

10:01 am last night was really terrible. My mom comes in my room and says that we need to "talk". So we go in the living room, and she starts talking about how everyone misses the old me, and that i am "wilder" now. and it is very important to hang around the "right" croud. Then she says that she is hering that i am hanging around a certain guy who wears make up. toses were her exact words. And she goes on to tell me that that is inapproprite and that make up is only for girls, and blah blah blah. so i said um yeah whats the point we are just freinds(bs) and she said still you cant have any one on one time with any guys. Not even on the phone.(god, i am so sorry uri just feel the need to apologize for this.) Well guess what. Fuck her. I dont give a shot what she thinks i am going to be with who ever the hell i want. And after i went in my room and just got really angry...and yeep that was my night. oh and i forgot to menton how i was grounded since i didnt go to church Current Mood: sad Current Music: eisley- marvelous things

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March 28th, 2004

03:24 pm so i got a new journal layout. how do u like it? i saw the most intersting thing on the discovery channel about transvestites and transexuals. i admire the people that go through all that shit. i mean yeah its a little weird, but that is a tough struggle they have to go through. nothing else intesting going on. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: TATU

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12:06 am i went to work, went to uri's and watched the manson dvd and went to lindsey's and watched the curse of the jade scorpian. yeah fun times. im bored as hell and hyper as hell. how bout u? Current Mood: content Current Music: arch enemy

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March 27th, 2004

11:03 am damnit i wish i could say stuff but i dint want people to take things the wrong way. last night i went to comedy sportz with sara and clay. it was really fun until i got a pounding headache and had to come home early. yeah and i went to bed at 10:15 and woke up at 9. Current Mood: awake Current Music: X

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March 25th, 2004

10:11 am i learned yesterday tat french fries are really good with vinager. And of course i have to blow all my money on food. i had five dollors tat i was saving twordes buyig material fr faerie wings that i am going to make and i have spent it all on fucking french fies(2.50) cheese danish(1.75) and a cookie(.60). i was so bored last aftrnoon i was taking pictures of myself dressed up with different make up styles on. i almost have the roll filled up. last night i wen to lindseys and we had a super time trying to figure out how to watch the ditillers music video that would never play. And i saw a Ryan Adams video. Holy fuck he looks amazing and its such a cool video itself.And i am never going to eat cows milk again after learning that they put puss and blood in it. And in cheese they put ground up cows stomache. At karate it was all adults over the age of 30 and then me, yet i felt like i was the only serious one, i just got really pissed off by them whenever they would make a mistake they would burst into an annoyance of laughter.. ok here are cds that i want to get next time i go, and i am writing them down because i know that i will forget otherwise. AFI all hallows e.p., the smiths louder than bombs, marilyn manson portrait of an american family(lindsey tell me how you got it????) the cure greatest hits, a static lullaby ?, ladytron ?, otep jihad, and i know that there are others that i m forgetting but these are my priotities for now. and this time hopefully i wont forget Current Mood: anxious Current Music: AFI- black sails in the sunset

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March 23rd, 2004

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11:06 am i am extremely bored, i was passing out from exhaustion all of first period in health. we are doing a unit on death. i enjoy it. its verry inteting. i neer realized how closly i live t the cemetary. but i dont like that one. its too modern, and just stupid. i like the old ones. i realized that before i die i have to meet either two of thses people, amy lee, davey havok, jade puget, or marilyn manson. because yesterday i had a very heart stopping expierience that only one person will know what i am talking about. Current Mood: bored Current Music: marilyn manson- antichrist superstar

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March 22nd, 2004

02:32 am wow. for once i think things are going good. i had a parent teacher conference and my teachers were actually saying that i was improving and doing really well, my lowest grade is a b- and only in one class. yeah i have a gpa of 3.2 which is very good for me. And things in general are getting better. ecxept my mom is still insane but i have to live with that everyday. Current Mood: okay

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March 21st, 2004

04:10 pm i woke up at 3:15 today....i am just so damn lazy. Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if? With a clever mind, you want to explore the world on a different level. Without the answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are most likely very creative and find yourself thinking things through on a different level. (please rate my quiz) **Where will you go when you die?**(now with pics) brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood: blah Current Music: static x

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March 20th, 2004

11:47 pm today i went to work. came home and took me 4 hours to get ready to look socially exceptable to the public. then i went to uri's house and watched interveiw with the vampire and part of queen of the damned. and i saw some really awsome manson videos i had never seen. i am so tired i have no idea why. its not that late either. i wish there was something more exciting to say but thats about its. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: evanescence- missing

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March 19th, 2004

10:35 pm some fucking idiot told on me. if you know what im talking about. i would rather not say cause someone on lj might have seen one of my entries that refered to it and told. yep. today a perty good day. i went and saw clays band the clinic. they were really kick ass. Current Mood: awake

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March 18th, 2004

01:15 am so today there was mad traffic on the way to school, so everybody just hung out in the gym. i dont really feel good. kinda like there is a huge lump in my stomache all the way to my throat.i went to karate. the teacher said i was a quick learner and a good student. thats a first. things are slowly getting better except.............................. i sorta feel like an idiot, this has never really happend to me before, i dont know how to be...... Current Mood: content

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March 17th, 2004

10:31 am finally....um yeah last night was cool...hehe. i took the math part of the exam today and i think i passed. I made a really cool belt, i embrodiered(mispelled) "walked away heard them say poison hearts will never change". Its pretty cool i am going to go to karate tonight. i am sorta embarrased to go considoring last time i threw up outside the building and was totally out of it. I need to get some energy out. Oh and i really appriciate all you that posted on my last entry that made me feel better. I might go to vice. I mean i want to and i dont, first of all i have no money, no dress, and i cant dance for shit, and its not my thing. however i havnt been to a real dance since middle school and this years beginning of the year ance. Oh well i will think about it. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: AFI- very proud of ya

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